i got sunchine in a bag.
baby's been kicking : )
i wake up every morning excited and grateful. i have so much greatness to look forward and so many wonderful memories. i have a well balanced heart, mind, soul, and body. its so peaceful.
i've always somewhat thought parenting and raising a child, a human being...should be considered a truely personal art. naturally i compared it to ceramics. when sculpting, i always felt as a sculptor i was just releasing the beauty from the earth, the clay. i wasn't creating it, i was guiding the clay, releasing the beauty that it was. so in the end i didn't feel like i had either succeeded or failed at creating something i imagined, it left me feeling connected with the piece and happy with what it had become. i miss ceramics. i'm not good at anything else, i'm not passionate about anything else. i miss my friends and family, but like i said i have plenty to look forward to, like seeing them again. soon.
i fucking hate my job. sooooo lame.
everything else is sooooo good.
i just need to make me some dresses.
because nothing fits anymore!
baby belly!
i wake up every morning excited and grateful. i have so much greatness to look forward and so many wonderful memories. i have a well balanced heart, mind, soul, and body. its so peaceful.
i've always somewhat thought parenting and raising a child, a human being...should be considered a truely personal art. naturally i compared it to ceramics. when sculpting, i always felt as a sculptor i was just releasing the beauty from the earth, the clay. i wasn't creating it, i was guiding the clay, releasing the beauty that it was. so in the end i didn't feel like i had either succeeded or failed at creating something i imagined, it left me feeling connected with the piece and happy with what it had become. i miss ceramics. i'm not good at anything else, i'm not passionate about anything else. i miss my friends and family, but like i said i have plenty to look forward to, like seeing them again. soon.
i fucking hate my job. sooooo lame.
everything else is sooooo good.
i just need to make me some dresses.
because nothing fits anymore!
baby belly!