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I feel so confused about my life,decisions,family, friends, you have no idea. I put on this bubbly act, but deep inside im SO Scared and very sad. I've always been so emotional but then i always think with every ending, there's a beginning somewhere else, and that's something that at times, we all too often forget.... My mom and dad are two totally different people and im stuck between this game of tug a war constantly..I don't even understand how two humans that act, think, and even presents themselves so differently got married.. people don't even understand....I don't even take the time to even explain to my best friends how i feel at that moment bc they arn't there and by the time i try to explain nothing can come out right...Its like a giant mental block...I just feel so dumb.. I feel so alone, I can't even explain my obstacles, i just need someone to talk too right now..Can someone reach out? Things are about to get real serious to quick. I wonder what my life will be like in 30 days. seriously...
But let me tell you, Happiness is a journey...
I think when you can get lost in the present, it's a good Sign that you are enjoying yourself, but it's not necessary to feel good about what you are doing. I find a lot of happiness in reflection. Thinking about things I've done or people I've met and my time spent with them.
I have a headache, nap time..
xo
But let me tell you, Happiness is a journey...
I think when you can get lost in the present, it's a good Sign that you are enjoying yourself, but it's not necessary to feel good about what you are doing. I find a lot of happiness in reflection. Thinking about things I've done or people I've met and my time spent with them.
I have a headache, nap time..
xo