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It hurts still.
I know it shouldn't hurt, i shouldn't hurt, i don't want to hurt.
I don't want to care.
I DON'T WANT TO MISS HIM
I don't want to dream about him everynight.
I don't want to wake up crying everynight.
I don't want alot of things.
I just wish he loved me.
I wish he'd come running back and say hes sorry and promise to never hurt me again.
I'm so scared.
I've never been so scared, but i'm scared.
Hes got my heart in the palm of his hand and he's just sqeezing as hard as he can.
I keep telling myself theres someone better some one out their who would never do this.
Well i need that someone soon.
Because right now i can't do this.
This pain will kill me.
A part of me doens't ever want to move on.
I hate that part.
I hate myself for never doing or getting anyhting right.
I know it shouldn't hurt, i shouldn't hurt, i don't want to hurt.
I don't want to care.
I DON'T WANT TO MISS HIM
I don't want to dream about him everynight.
I don't want to wake up crying everynight.
I don't want alot of things.
I just wish he loved me.
I wish he'd come running back and say hes sorry and promise to never hurt me again.
I'm so scared.
I've never been so scared, but i'm scared.
Hes got my heart in the palm of his hand and he's just sqeezing as hard as he can.
I keep telling myself theres someone better some one out their who would never do this.
Well i need that someone soon.
Because right now i can't do this.
This pain will kill me.
A part of me doens't ever want to move on.
I hate that part.
I hate myself for never doing or getting anyhting right.