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I have never lived like this.
Aparently acording to my Dr i am "clinicly depressed".
I haven't eaten in 2 days and am never hungery.
Shane, the only boy i have ever cared about is gone.
It hurts worse then anything.
I never thought shane would dump me.
I thought we'd be together forever, thats what he led me to believe.
I just want everyone to know.
So that no one will ask me about it out in public because right now i can't talk about it with out crying so hard i can't breathe.
The worst part of this whole thing is my parents are worried, like my mother with her broken back needs to be worrying about me.
I hate myself i ruening everything.
Theres one thing i can always count on in my life and that is pain.
Aparently acording to my Dr i am "clinicly depressed".
I haven't eaten in 2 days and am never hungery.
Shane, the only boy i have ever cared about is gone.
It hurts worse then anything.
I never thought shane would dump me.
I thought we'd be together forever, thats what he led me to believe.
I just want everyone to know.
So that no one will ask me about it out in public because right now i can't talk about it with out crying so hard i can't breathe.
The worst part of this whole thing is my parents are worried, like my mother with her broken back needs to be worrying about me.
I hate myself i ruening everything.
Theres one thing i can always count on in my life and that is pain.