"It's A Beautiful Thing"

Nov 15, 2005 22:48

"It's Your Love"

So, yeah! Long time, no update, huh? I wanna use the excuse that i've been busy with work and school, but then i would just be lying. :-) But newho. Life is treating me well, don't know what else to ask for? This semester is fastly approaching to an end, thank GOD! With Thanksgiving right around the corner and Christmas not far behind it, this semester is basically over. Well, it's either i don't have much to say OR i can't think because of the song "MY HUMPS" is blasting.. So, let me turn that down...

The bf and I are GREAT! I couldn't ask for anyone better in my life. I love spending time with him, talking to him, holding him, and just having him. He's my baby and i love him. It's really funny how things end up later, huh? You never think that you would be falling in love with the guy that seemed to have come in your life at the "wrong" time.. But what seems to us to be the "wrong" time is GOD'S PERFECT time.. God's ALWAYS on time! "He's an on time God, oh yes he is..." Sean and I are going to take classes together next semester, which i am excited about. Taking THREE Biology's UGHHH! Anatomy 1 and 2, and Microbiology! It's going to be tough, hopefully will pull an "A" in all three though. That's my goal and my intentions. He and I are both Nursing majors. We'll be getting in the Nursing program at the same time and graduating at the same time as well. It's really cute. So, much to say.. He's just awesome. I am speechless about him.. He's just GREAT!!!

Well as some of you know.. And some of you may not! I am moving back to Cullman in the middle of December. December 15th-16th preferably. I'm going to get an apartment and attend Wallace (their Nursing Program). They are #1 in their Health Care Field for two-year degrees. So, i have choose to go there. I plan to get my Associates in Nursing. Practice as an RN, while completing my BS in Nursing (BSN), then possibly getting my Master's as a Nurse Practitioner OR go to Law School.. Haven't decided yet.. I just know that i am ready to get my RN Degree and off to work, ha! But i can't wait to be back in Cullman. I miss my nephews, niece, and the rest of the family. My 6-yr old nephew, Austin, had surgery this morning. I'm going home next Mon. night for Thanksgiving and hopefully he'll be well enough for me to take him and the other two to Chuck-ie-Cheese's.. He's been wanting to go...

Okay, New Topic!!! This is just a little information about me. For some reason people, certain person's, have false/contradiction's about me and i want to clear it up. I am not your typical gay guy running around here. I don't consider myself to be. I don't say that in a form of "I'm better than you" sorta thing either, cause i'm not.. Nor are you! I say that in regards to... When you look around, you find that all these people have their "cliches." I'm not into drugs, not into drama, and not into being a whore.. That's why i choose not to get toooooooo close to people. Also, i don't consider myself a "cliche" kinda guy either. I'm a pretty laid back guy. I can get along with anyone or fit in anywhere. That's just me. I'm a friendly, nice, outgoing type of guy. And if people get mad and pissed off cause i talk to those that DON'T fit into their stereotype "cliche" than so be it.. I'm a person with a lot of boldness and backbone as well. That's just me. Just because you say something or whateva that i don't agree with doesn't mean i'm going to be a bitch. But, if it has to do with me and i think you need to be put in your place... I don't have a problem being the one to do it. Just as, if i were to do something wrong in regards to you, you should put me in my place.. But inform a person and let them know with a little LOVE... LOVE never hurt a person, TRUST! It was HATE! Took him straight to HELL! If you think i am including EVERY gay person out there into "drugs, drama, and whores" that isn't the truth. I don't think that all of them fall in those categories. The majority, yes. That's why i don't take chances. I have always been a person to say.. Better SAFE than SORRY!!! My morals and standards, have taught me more to life and what to expect of life other than accepting everything that comes my way. About female impersonation... Female Impersonation in my opinion is a type of comedy that has been tradition in the gay world for years and years. Who cares that it's guys dressed up as girls? And? It's all entertainment. So, what? Personally, i do it for my friends and family.. For why? Comedy.. It brings smiles to their faces and laughter to their soul. That's me. I love to make people smile. And if i have to paint my face, put a wig on, and tape my cock between my ass cheeks then so be it.. At least i'm going through the pain and NOT my friends. They are smiling and having a GREAT time! Don't be so fucking selfish and judgmental. If i choose to give the illusion of a female as much as possible and it's convincing, and NOT the illusion of a drag queen so much... Then that's HOW I bring COMEDY and ENTERTAINMENT to the table. Doesn't mean i want to be a female. That's the LAST thing that i want to be. Is that who i think God wants me to be or who i'm suppose to be? No, i believe God wants me to be a male.. God has just blessed me in a way that i can entertain people as both a male and as a female impersonator. Just like myself, all my friends love to watch drag shows. Doesn't matter what they are going through in life, take them to see a drag show and their problems are gone. Sounds crazy, but it's true. That is TRUE Entertainment! Thanks to Chivonne, Racquel, Trinity, ObSiNity, Patience, and a few others. I appreciate you entertainers A LOT!!! I want to think you guys for lifting me up, giving me advice, and just being YOU! Just always believe what your heart says. Don't listen to what everybody else has to say. "Listen To Yours Heart" And Remember... There are always two-sides to every story.. But most Importantly.. Seek God and he WILL show you and guide you into the TRUTH! He always has me. Love You Guys..

"Despite what people may try to say about you, Despite what people may try to do to you. You still are "you." You have to stand before God one day, for what you have done. Not for what they have done. But remember if God be for you, Who can be against you? So, just be the "real" you and let others finally stumble on the "real" you when they are ready to find that "real" you someday. They will, in due time. It takes a mature person to put what others have said about someone, no matter who they are, aside and find out what type a person they really are."

Love You Guys...
Chris
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