Comments | hotsauce05: Muster all the confidence to throw it all away.

hotsauce05

Muster all the confidence to throw it all away.

May 23, 2006 15:13

have a huge problem with commitment. I am terrified that I am going to miss the big one if I stay with someone. I am always faithful to my boyfriend or girlfriend. But I am always feeling like something is missing. I talk myself out of things too easily. I feel like I am missing something when I don't have the free roam to look for something. ( Read more... )

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shamrocker860 May 24 2006, 00:40:32 UTC

chris dear, i obviously cant tell you that i know how you feel. nobody does. but i can tell you that i've been in similar situations. especially that "afraid to commit" thing... and worrying about missing out. i know what you mean. it's been hard, i've dated a lot of different guys since i broke up with garett. it's been really strange...
and if you feel that strongly about jeff, and if you are willing to forgive him, then more power to you for being the bigger person. i've always been one to forgive - but never forget. it's good to give others a second, even third and fourth chances...but dont get taken advantage of. keep your gaurd up. you need to do what's right for you..dont let anyone tell you any different.
i love you!
good luck babe!

hotsauce05 May 24 2006, 00:52:13 UTC

Thanks for commenting sweet heart. I always like when you comment. You always seem to put me in my place when I need to be. And you would always make me feel better if I needed.

runamongst May 24 2006, 03:30:22 UTC

what happened to your book?

and....

it is so great to see you again.

hotsauce05 May 24 2006, 04:03:47 UTC

It's still in the process. It took this past month to throw me back into it. I am going to start over though. I don't know where I want it to go right now. BUt I am writing music again. I am really pysched to get this going. I am glad you remembered. THanks.. and it is always a pleasure seeing you sweetheart.

hey.. sweetandshort May 24 2006, 20:10:10 UTC

Omg.. i am so sorry i knew you were upset over this whole jeff thing but i didnt know he hurt u that bad! I am so so sorry. I honestly almost started to cry when i read this entry... because it hurts me to see u sad! and u know that!>k? i am still always here for you even if you do live an hour away!