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I want you to burn, I want you to steal, I want you to bleed and see how it feels.
I want you to beg, I want you to crawl, Give more than you take and smile through it all.
-N.L. (I Do It for You)
I am glad that John flipped me this CD. It brought me from a meltdown yesterday. Helped me to realize that I don't have to deal with this. I can do without all the trash that was brought on by people that I have no use in my life for.
I would like to let everyone know my current situation...
I am so happy right now. I realized how important being able to deal on your own is. I realized how I trust people too easily. I will have an issue with trust for quite some time now. Probably deserved. I give my heart away too easy. I put it all out there too easily. I gave the best of me too fast. So no you can't have the best of me until I know you are doing the same.
As for the allegations concerning me having no job. That changed last night. I was dancing with Joey and Cody. After a guy took a few pictures he called me down took a few other pictures of just me and then the manager came over and asked if it was okay to use those pictures on the website. I said f-yes. Then he handed me his card and told me to call him this week. He said he liked the way I moved and wanted to talk over a job with him... Time to get working out some more. My cut is getting better and my stomach is tightening fo sho. On top of it all I got Cody's number. I was tipsy and put it in wrong but we're meeting there next Saturday. He's awesome! But we just danced and stuff. I will talk more later... My Dad has dinner done. My life is good and my friends are awesome.
I want you to beg, I want you to crawl, Give more than you take and smile through it all.
-N.L. (I Do It for You)
I am glad that John flipped me this CD. It brought me from a meltdown yesterday. Helped me to realize that I don't have to deal with this. I can do without all the trash that was brought on by people that I have no use in my life for.
I would like to let everyone know my current situation...
I am so happy right now. I realized how important being able to deal on your own is. I realized how I trust people too easily. I will have an issue with trust for quite some time now. Probably deserved. I give my heart away too easy. I put it all out there too easily. I gave the best of me too fast. So no you can't have the best of me until I know you are doing the same.
As for the allegations concerning me having no job. That changed last night. I was dancing with Joey and Cody. After a guy took a few pictures he called me down took a few other pictures of just me and then the manager came over and asked if it was okay to use those pictures on the website. I said f-yes. Then he handed me his card and told me to call him this week. He said he liked the way I moved and wanted to talk over a job with him... Time to get working out some more. My cut is getting better and my stomach is tightening fo sho. On top of it all I got Cody's number. I was tipsy and put it in wrong but we're meeting there next Saturday. He's awesome! But we just danced and stuff. I will talk more later... My Dad has dinner done. My life is good and my friends are awesome.