May 13, 2006 18:05
Blinded by the changing world. You've learned in the midst of everything that I am the better person, the better man, and the one the learned the most from this. No one wins. You can never say that you didn't love me. You did. I meant it, you did. You love me. You still do. I did. See how it feels to crawl.
In the most honest tone....
I really hope that everything turns out for you. I want you to be happy. If that means you have to attempt to hurt me or succeed in that attempt, please do so. I am really not so concerned with my own well-being. I know that I am strong enough. The shear fact that you take time to do this proves to me that you still need something from me. What would that be Jeff? You've burned a bridge here. It's over. Think about that first time we were alone at my house. You know what you needed? What Derek can never give you. A love that makes you feel like you matter. A smile that tells you that I did want to be with you. The person you were. I am glad that you found your way. I am just sorry that it had to be the one that kills you inside. Fake the happiness on the outside while you die inside.
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Welcome back Mouse....