Those Lonely Nights

[hotqt45]

**a poem i wrote on sunday night**

im questioning this relationship
wondering if the timings right
cant take the way im affected by this bullshit
but dont wanna lose you over one stupid fight

i dont like feeling this way
my heart pounding about to break
trying to ignore all the things my mind has to say
feel like i just need to step back for my own sake

the tears that come, they drown me
i succumb to the hurt guilt and fear
this isnt how im supposed to be
my mixed emotions have brought me here
i love you with all of my heart
but i dont know what to do
the ups and downs are tearing me apart these happy days are starting to die too

sometimes i feel like i just wanna blow my last kiss for you
drop my one last tear
because i dont have the patience to
shadow what i will always fear

a relationship is supposed to be both ways
its not always just me or just you
its making me feel like shit these days
i dont know what you want me to say to you