Marriage vs Bachelor Hood
Is it so unattainable anymore? The perfect marriage. Is it hard to think about spending the rest of your life when someone who you love, I just don't understand anymore. Guys are becomming more and more afraid of committment due to their parent's marriage mistakes and flaws. These people should not affect your thought process when it comes to the future. I just don't know anymore.
I am having a hard time dealing with some issues brought up between a certain someone and myself! I do eventually want to get married but I am starting to believe that I do want to wait until I am alot older. But, I also know that I possibly do want to have children and I do not want to be thirty and trying to have kids. To me, by that time I would have several years of being selfish and why would I want to start sharing then? Dav has really thrown me for a loop, yes I do want to follow him across the country when he goes pro but no I do not want to go just as his girlfriend. But, yes I do like having the freedoms of girlfriend and not being a fiance'. We were lying in bed the other night and he expects me to wait 9 years before we could even get engaged! Is that a little ridiculous? I would make a deal that I would want to get married but I would want an engagement ring in 6 years that plenty of time don't you think? Anyways off that subject!
Zach is the biggest a*hole I have ever met! He calls me this morning and tells me to get my ass out of bed! B/C the apartment that we both signed a lease for claimed that I never tried to get in contact with them when I did! So then we had to come up with $740.00 in like an hour! Thank god I had borrowed money from my cousin! Then I went to pick him and in order for us to take care of this problem together we had to deal with the apartment complex. He then proceeded to tell me that I am the biggest slut and he calls Dav a nigger and so forth and so on! I had to put up with it! I didn't scream back and I didn't freak out! but it was so hard for me to take it all and Dav gave me major props on it but I just want to cry and I just want to lash out! Ugh! anyways give me a call sometime guys! I miss you!
xoxo
Mair!
I am having a hard time dealing with some issues brought up between a certain someone and myself! I do eventually want to get married but I am starting to believe that I do want to wait until I am alot older. But, I also know that I possibly do want to have children and I do not want to be thirty and trying to have kids. To me, by that time I would have several years of being selfish and why would I want to start sharing then? Dav has really thrown me for a loop, yes I do want to follow him across the country when he goes pro but no I do not want to go just as his girlfriend. But, yes I do like having the freedoms of girlfriend and not being a fiance'. We were lying in bed the other night and he expects me to wait 9 years before we could even get engaged! Is that a little ridiculous? I would make a deal that I would want to get married but I would want an engagement ring in 6 years that plenty of time don't you think? Anyways off that subject!
Zach is the biggest a*hole I have ever met! He calls me this morning and tells me to get my ass out of bed! B/C the apartment that we both signed a lease for claimed that I never tried to get in contact with them when I did! So then we had to come up with $740.00 in like an hour! Thank god I had borrowed money from my cousin! Then I went to pick him and in order for us to take care of this problem together we had to deal with the apartment complex. He then proceeded to tell me that I am the biggest slut and he calls Dav a nigger and so forth and so on! I had to put up with it! I didn't scream back and I didn't freak out! but it was so hard for me to take it all and Dav gave me major props on it but I just want to cry and I just want to lash out! Ugh! anyways give me a call sometime guys! I miss you!
xoxo
Mair!