First entry!
Today-
So I have the privilege of going out with a big name college football player! BOY DOES IT SUCK, I hate being in the spotlight all the time, sometimes I just want to be able to fuck up and not ruin anyones reputation besides mine. Its like watching people with a big magnifying glass.
Plus, it doesn't help when you say " Hi, I am so and so's girlfriend," and they look at you and then at him and say "you a girlfriend?". Is that so hard to believe are collegiate athletes not allowed to have girlfriends? I mean I am already pushing the racial barrier can't you people give me some slack? I mean, YES I AM IN LOVE WITH A FOOTBALL PLAYER AND HE IS IN LOVE WITH ME, but NO you do not need to know every detail of the relationship and I shouldn't be expected to tell you!
Its like going to a party and as soon as he walks away 5 girls walk i mean run up to you and ask you a thousands questions and when say he isn't that great (meaning the image they have created in their head) you get " Oh, so he isn't good in bed?" Then you get suck with fixing that issue b/c yes he is wonderful in bed and the only reason he is so great is b/c we are in love and it feels the way its suppose to feel!
I am a very tolerant person but I do like to keep some of my life private! and MY SEX LIFE is definitely something I choose not to talk about with 5 strange gossiping girls!
I just can't believe how more mentally and emotionally mature I am them and the sad part is that these people are all my age! Does everyone want to get married isn't that what you are suppose to be looking for when you are dating and not just a good time? Whats the point of having a serious relationship if you are not hoping that you will one day marry this person? Its just like a friend of mine, we hadn't chatted in a while and now he is this serious relationship (big props i might add) and the first thing he says is " I love so and so but I know I am going to marry her and she is fine for right now," Can you believe that? what is the point of leading a WOMAN on to the fact where she might want to marry you? I think I have had it with men! I mean they are like I don't want to get married until I am 30! Thats fine for you but people like me are not like that.
The perfect age to get married these days is around 22 or 23 i mean then you have marital time together with your spouse and you decide together if you want to have children or not. Then if you are also like you me you have a phobia of having children after the age of 30 so you get started around 27 and I have and the second when you are like 29. So you have 4 or 5 good years to build a lasting relationship with your spouse and loving home and then have children! Lower divorce rates!
However, everyone is waiting until they are like 30 these days! So you get married and realize the biological clock is ticking about a year into the marriage you are pregnant with your first child and then about 2 years later you have two kids neither one of out of diapers and post partum depression. You don't have the career you had just finished building b/c you are a mom with children very close together and your husband is looking for a younger woman to sleep with b/c you are too busy taking care of the kids! GOSH PEOPLE!
I wonder which one sounds better? I mean lets all grow up a little quick realize that we WOMEN need MEN and MEN need WOMEN! Its not that hard or you need a significant other! Someone who wants to help with the daily activities!
I feel as though I am finished for now! I am stepping down off my soap box, please feel free to leave a comment!
So I have the privilege of going out with a big name college football player! BOY DOES IT SUCK, I hate being in the spotlight all the time, sometimes I just want to be able to fuck up and not ruin anyones reputation besides mine. Its like watching people with a big magnifying glass.
Plus, it doesn't help when you say " Hi, I am so and so's girlfriend," and they look at you and then at him and say "you a girlfriend?". Is that so hard to believe are collegiate athletes not allowed to have girlfriends? I mean I am already pushing the racial barrier can't you people give me some slack? I mean, YES I AM IN LOVE WITH A FOOTBALL PLAYER AND HE IS IN LOVE WITH ME, but NO you do not need to know every detail of the relationship and I shouldn't be expected to tell you!
Its like going to a party and as soon as he walks away 5 girls walk i mean run up to you and ask you a thousands questions and when say he isn't that great (meaning the image they have created in their head) you get " Oh, so he isn't good in bed?" Then you get suck with fixing that issue b/c yes he is wonderful in bed and the only reason he is so great is b/c we are in love and it feels the way its suppose to feel!
I am a very tolerant person but I do like to keep some of my life private! and MY SEX LIFE is definitely something I choose not to talk about with 5 strange gossiping girls!
I just can't believe how more mentally and emotionally mature I am them and the sad part is that these people are all my age! Does everyone want to get married isn't that what you are suppose to be looking for when you are dating and not just a good time? Whats the point of having a serious relationship if you are not hoping that you will one day marry this person? Its just like a friend of mine, we hadn't chatted in a while and now he is this serious relationship (big props i might add) and the first thing he says is " I love so and so but I know I am going to marry her and she is fine for right now," Can you believe that? what is the point of leading a WOMAN on to the fact where she might want to marry you? I think I have had it with men! I mean they are like I don't want to get married until I am 30! Thats fine for you but people like me are not like that.
The perfect age to get married these days is around 22 or 23 i mean then you have marital time together with your spouse and you decide together if you want to have children or not. Then if you are also like you me you have a phobia of having children after the age of 30 so you get started around 27 and I have and the second when you are like 29. So you have 4 or 5 good years to build a lasting relationship with your spouse and loving home and then have children! Lower divorce rates!
However, everyone is waiting until they are like 30 these days! So you get married and realize the biological clock is ticking about a year into the marriage you are pregnant with your first child and then about 2 years later you have two kids neither one of out of diapers and post partum depression. You don't have the career you had just finished building b/c you are a mom with children very close together and your husband is looking for a younger woman to sleep with b/c you are too busy taking care of the kids! GOSH PEOPLE!
I wonder which one sounds better? I mean lets all grow up a little quick realize that we WOMEN need MEN and MEN need WOMEN! Its not that hard or you need a significant other! Someone who wants to help with the daily activities!
I feel as though I am finished for now! I am stepping down off my soap box, please feel free to leave a comment!