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today i was scheduled to lector at my church. I lector at the all spanish mass. i have to practice the readings at home so i don't mess up. i read the announcements in english because they only have them in english. then sister cathy says "porque no dice en espanol?" she's like "why don't you do it spanish?" i just walked away. she sent another lady up there to say them in spanish. some nuns are always mean. and others are super nice. i read the readings fine, but i can't fucking speak spanish fluently. i feel like i'm abandoning my culture by not speaking spanish. i guess it was never really a priority. i want to learn spanish decently before i go to college. that's my goal, oh, and learn how to drive and cook.