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ahh, havent written in this in a while...lets see lotta new shyt
umm..well aj n me havent had a good conversation in bout well ever since i wrote the last journal thing, i havent been his best friend since i started this live journal, n no1 even noes how much i want him bak as a friend, i dont care what anyone thinks, because no1 else new him at a level that i did, yes he hurt me and basically destroyed my teen years, buh atleast i can b ready for the next guy now, instead of being so naive and getting my heart broken and not no how to handle it. I want him bak as my best friend because of course I love him, i still care for him, u no im ther for him if he ever needs me n u no he was a great friend, he did alotta things to makeme happy even though he knew i was hurting cuz of him, buh he still stuck with me even though we fought soo much, u no i didnt like fiting with him either, its not it was like a hobby or sumthing, buh u cant help it wen that happens, atleast i cudnt, i wish he read this, i wish someone jes said go read snehas live journal n he wud jes read it n come bak, cuz im not afraid to admit it, i need him, as a friend, i no ii def no i cant get him as a bf, its okey, but atleast as a friend, n yes im beggin, buh not like hes gonna see this anyways, im too scared to tell him, yea im afraid of rejection..:-/...ayt well school is well school, its over in a month ish!!! yay! lol, cant wait! summer ahhh, i have like 4 jobs! and mah whole working out thing, :-D watch outtt boisss! loll JPP buh yea mad busy in da summer, i wana chill wit u all so IM me n tell me wen u wanna chill! gotta go to 6 flags this year!! woohoo
ayt im outty
ill promise to write more often since im so bored now a days, i wasnt b4 a certain sumone wud always tlk to me..
luv u all
much luv,
sneha 1
umm..well aj n me havent had a good conversation in bout well ever since i wrote the last journal thing, i havent been his best friend since i started this live journal, n no1 even noes how much i want him bak as a friend, i dont care what anyone thinks, because no1 else new him at a level that i did, yes he hurt me and basically destroyed my teen years, buh atleast i can b ready for the next guy now, instead of being so naive and getting my heart broken and not no how to handle it. I want him bak as my best friend because of course I love him, i still care for him, u no im ther for him if he ever needs me n u no he was a great friend, he did alotta things to makeme happy even though he knew i was hurting cuz of him, buh he still stuck with me even though we fought soo much, u no i didnt like fiting with him either, its not it was like a hobby or sumthing, buh u cant help it wen that happens, atleast i cudnt, i wish he read this, i wish someone jes said go read snehas live journal n he wud jes read it n come bak, cuz im not afraid to admit it, i need him, as a friend, i no ii def no i cant get him as a bf, its okey, but atleast as a friend, n yes im beggin, buh not like hes gonna see this anyways, im too scared to tell him, yea im afraid of rejection..:-/...ayt well school is well school, its over in a month ish!!! yay! lol, cant wait! summer ahhh, i have like 4 jobs! and mah whole working out thing, :-D watch outtt boisss! loll JPP buh yea mad busy in da summer, i wana chill wit u all so IM me n tell me wen u wanna chill! gotta go to 6 flags this year!! woohoo
ayt im outty
ill promise to write more often since im so bored now a days, i wasnt b4 a certain sumone wud always tlk to me..
luv u all
much luv,
sneha 1