Apr 13, 2004 18:39
okey well, nm is going on, actually alot, okey me n aj needed a break, n then i finally gave in, cuz as far as i no, im done with taking a break, im ready to try again, n i guess hes not, at first hes like, oeky lets b friends again, n it took him 3 days to come up with that..w.e..n then he jes never IMed me, n u no me, i dont IM u unless its alka,krupal, payal, nina, or kaity. i ono why i jes dont, so if thats what hes getting annoyed bout okey, ill IM him, w.e i told him that, n then i was lke or mayb u need more time, n hes like i need more time, im like fine then take sum, n bye, and he still imed me, hes like i dont hate u sneha, lalalala, itslike okey im fine dont wry go the hell away now! jeez, n then ((monali :)i love you)) hehe, she invited me into a chat, bless ur heart :), but aj was in there, so im like i cant b in here, i promised krupal i wud avoid him as much as i can, so fine, i as like cant b in here bye, and hes like what? okey? w.e bye, im like kid u need time, so take it if IM leaving im doing u a favor i cudda stayed, n u wud b annyoyed but i left so fucking take a chill pill, n pick what the hell u want, all i no is that i no him better then anyone else, i always have its not lke i can stop knowing him? wtf? n i always put mah friends first, i care bout them more the anyhting, n HES MISSING OUT, not me, im not missing out on anything, god misery n pain, psh i have enuff dont need him to have more, fuckin ass, n he has no remorse? none, that IS WHAT PISSES ME OFF, i just wnt one day, for him to IM me n b like I AM TRULY SORRY FOR THE LAST TWO YEARS, not make a mistake say sry n think its gona b okey, he needs to show it, becuase im not being a bich cuz jes for the hell of it, im being one because ive suffered fucking enuff! ENUF IS ENUF! if I AM willing to put all this behind me n jes move on, then wtf is he holding bak for, he didnt go through anything, i did. o wait im sry ppl imed at him and bitched at him, its called alil fucking button called BLOCK, do it dumbass, i didnt tell them to they did, becuase friendship is sticking up for ur firends, but obv hes to naive to understand that, friend to him is a kid that u tlkt o in class n do projects with, that u loose as soon as that class is over, ive had mah friends FOREVER! since i was 5-nina, 7 years-alka, 6 years-kaity, 6 years britt, 4 years cassie, and 1 yearish payal-she doesnt even live here :-P so hah, one year is good, n krupal i feel like u came at the perfect time, 1 whole month ago ish i think. i love these guys, n girls hehe, u think im gonna let em go that easy anyone of them EVER NEED ANYTHING, money, a place to stay, anything im here for them, will ur "friends" be ther for u aj? ya rite, like they wud bitch at there parents to let u stay there wen u are having probs, have fun trying to replace me, it wont work, u are loosing ur self a good friend, U ARE, im jes loosing...U.
lol hehe
okey ya'll wasnt that good
love ya'll
love sneha