Jan 11, 2006 21:18
i dunno things are going ok in my life. i'm pumped because W. guard is pulling together beautifully, We have 9 guys!! 9 GUYS!! and we are swing dancing! its going to be so awesome and such a blast! thats one good thing! another is I think things may finally happen between me and the guy i like. not because hes shown an overwhelming interest or anything but because i'm gonna get some guts and ask him to hang out. right now i'm kind of caught in suspension i like him too much to have anything happen with anyone else, but i'm to scared of being rejected to just act upon anything, but time is trickling away and So its now or never. at least if i get rejected then i can get over it and move on, but if i'm not and something happens I'll be so happy it would make up for all the bad shit. i dunno somethings are just off in my life, so either tomorrow is gonna suck or rock. Oh god i hope everything goes ok.