eureka!
after all my contemplaiting, and all the questions running through my head i have come to a conclusion...
I, Joseph Salvucci, have commitment issues...
but before you jump to the obvious, "Well DUH!!" remarks, let me explain,
my issues are just opposite what you might expect, i tend to jump into a relationship head-first, but if i find myself falling for the guy im with at the time i tend to do things that will push him away and i in turn, head on to the next man... i NEED the commitment but have problems finding it in just one man... my friends keep telling me to "just date", and i am trying to take their advice but the only problem is that right now i am involved with a longdistance BF in NY, and although i think i have strong feelings for him im starting to have some doubts, i also need to figure out how to let him know, whithout devastating him... again... my flighty-ness has put him through enough and i dont want to hurt him anymore,
people say "if you really love him let im go" and im afraid that that is what i have to do, i dont want to put him through anymore pain, ii dont want him worrying that im going to cheat on him with the next trick i come across,
i need to set him free, let him grow, and let the both of us move on...
I, Joseph Salvucci, have commitment issues...
but before you jump to the obvious, "Well DUH!!" remarks, let me explain,
my issues are just opposite what you might expect, i tend to jump into a relationship head-first, but if i find myself falling for the guy im with at the time i tend to do things that will push him away and i in turn, head on to the next man... i NEED the commitment but have problems finding it in just one man... my friends keep telling me to "just date", and i am trying to take their advice but the only problem is that right now i am involved with a longdistance BF in NY, and although i think i have strong feelings for him im starting to have some doubts, i also need to figure out how to let him know, whithout devastating him... again... my flighty-ness has put him through enough and i dont want to hurt him anymore,
people say "if you really love him let im go" and im afraid that that is what i have to do, i dont want to put him through anymore pain, ii dont want him worrying that im going to cheat on him with the next trick i come across,
i need to set him free, let him grow, and let the both of us move on...