Jeezus...
It's been a while since I've updated. Fuck it. My life is too busy to get on this thing. I keep up on the reading and all because I like to hear a little bit of whats going on in the outside world. I've been getting out alot lately, but it's not the same. I feel like a totally different person. Hell...I am a totally different person. I sure as fuck look like it. I'm diggin this short hair-do. It's so easy to get up and go. And I personally think it makes me look thinner. Thank God! I need all the help I can get.
Anyways...Lets recap my life in the past month or so. John and I still fought after my last entry. He actually left me. He said he didn't love me anymore the way he did before because I was so mean to him during my pregnancy. Well no shit dood, I was fucking carrying around an 8lbs 14 1/2 pound baby in my tummy with stretch marks all over my shit. WTF do you expect! I know I was mean, but damn. You're going to leave the mother of your child because she is a bitch? Yeah we had some problems and still do. Not everything is ok as of right now. He came back and told me he did love me but shit needed to change. He met some skank ass people at his job and started hanging out with them. So for a month now he has been livin it up at the bars and shit. Smokin and trippin and all that great ass shit I would love to did. But we have a baby. GROW THE FUCK UP!!! I'm so sorry you didn't get to live your life longer as a single frat boy. You should have thought about that before you hit this shit from the side like what.
So anyways, we are ok for now. He keeps up with this shit and his ass will be sleeping on couches and cars. I love him and would do anything in the world for him, but I can't do this shit anymore. You are either in it or out. Choose.
Holly is getting sooooooo big. She is the most beautiful thing God could have ever created. Im not saying this because she is mine. Im serious as fuck. I cant even tell you all the cool shit she is doing cause its just sooo much. She's trying to talk, stand, learning how to roll and crawl. Ahh she is the shit. My little homie.
Now, I want to talk about some of the things that are going on here in my town with my homies daycare. This fat bitch that works for DCF has three kids in this daycare. She has had her 1st kid there for 7 years and then her others so on and so forth. Anything bad that has happened in that daycare, she knows about it. Well, her little 8 month old happened to have a her play-pin beside the crock-pot DCF made them purchase for the babies room to heat up bottles. DCF, the mother, the workers, everyone overlooked the fact it was too close to the babys crib. Everybodys bad not just the workers. So the baby somehow pulls the cord thats taped to the wall off and dropped the hot water on herself. I feel SO bad for this little child. Shit like this is why I will do everything I can to keep my baby out of daycares. Anyways. To start. They took the baby to the hospital to have her moved to another one out of town. Her parents took hours to get to the hospital. They had to pick up money from the owner of the daycare so they could drive out of town, get a hotel and eat. Everything paid for right. Then they had to stop and pack. WHO THE FUCK CARES WHAT THE FUCK YOU ARE GOING TO WEAR!!! YOUR BABY IS IN THE HOSPITAL BURNED YOU PEACE OF SHIT!!! Anyways, the baby is ok. Thank God. Nothing time cant heal. She isn't critical and never was. I just read that the mother has opened an account for people to donate and put little cans at gas stations for people to donate. Dood, the owner is paying for everything. When I say everthing I mean EVERYTHING!!!! Their insurance policy at the daycare is 10 million. Trust me, she is takin care of. Loss of work, paying bills...all taken care of. Why the fuck do you need money from everyone else.Greedy ass bitch. As far as I'm concerned she don't give a fuck about anything but money. She says she didn't know about all the other troubles that had happened at the daycare. Bullshit. You've had your kids there for over 7 years. Don't even. For fucks sake she works for DCF. They know EVERYTHING. As for the daycare, they shut it down saying some bullshit about child neglect. WTF. Um when someone leaves their 2 year old child in a car for 2 hours so she can be a piece of shit drunk, I call that neglect. When you take your eyes off of a child to look at another one, seeing how there is more than 5 of them with two teachers in the room, I don't see how that is called neglect. When I wash dishes and my baby is in her swing, all doors bolted and locked, and safe, does this mean Im neglecting her? FUCK NO! I'm an awsome mother and would do anything in the world for my baby. She gets more attention than anything and anyone in the world. But there are other things that have to be taking care of in order to care for this child. Like clean bottles. Anyways, I feel really bad not only for the child but for the workers that were in the room when it happened. I would die if that happened to me.
Anyways... Im done on all that shit. I just hate when people talk shit and don't know the facts. As for the fat ass mom, she can suck a dick with her money grubbin ass. For the baby, I will pray that she will heal.
I had to vent on that. Well, Im out bitches.
Anyways...Lets recap my life in the past month or so. John and I still fought after my last entry. He actually left me. He said he didn't love me anymore the way he did before because I was so mean to him during my pregnancy. Well no shit dood, I was fucking carrying around an 8lbs 14 1/2 pound baby in my tummy with stretch marks all over my shit. WTF do you expect! I know I was mean, but damn. You're going to leave the mother of your child because she is a bitch? Yeah we had some problems and still do. Not everything is ok as of right now. He came back and told me he did love me but shit needed to change. He met some skank ass people at his job and started hanging out with them. So for a month now he has been livin it up at the bars and shit. Smokin and trippin and all that great ass shit I would love to did. But we have a baby. GROW THE FUCK UP!!! I'm so sorry you didn't get to live your life longer as a single frat boy. You should have thought about that before you hit this shit from the side like what.
So anyways, we are ok for now. He keeps up with this shit and his ass will be sleeping on couches and cars. I love him and would do anything in the world for him, but I can't do this shit anymore. You are either in it or out. Choose.
Holly is getting sooooooo big. She is the most beautiful thing God could have ever created. Im not saying this because she is mine. Im serious as fuck. I cant even tell you all the cool shit she is doing cause its just sooo much. She's trying to talk, stand, learning how to roll and crawl. Ahh she is the shit. My little homie.
Now, I want to talk about some of the things that are going on here in my town with my homies daycare. This fat bitch that works for DCF has three kids in this daycare. She has had her 1st kid there for 7 years and then her others so on and so forth. Anything bad that has happened in that daycare, she knows about it. Well, her little 8 month old happened to have a her play-pin beside the crock-pot DCF made them purchase for the babies room to heat up bottles. DCF, the mother, the workers, everyone overlooked the fact it was too close to the babys crib. Everybodys bad not just the workers. So the baby somehow pulls the cord thats taped to the wall off and dropped the hot water on herself. I feel SO bad for this little child. Shit like this is why I will do everything I can to keep my baby out of daycares. Anyways. To start. They took the baby to the hospital to have her moved to another one out of town. Her parents took hours to get to the hospital. They had to pick up money from the owner of the daycare so they could drive out of town, get a hotel and eat. Everything paid for right. Then they had to stop and pack. WHO THE FUCK CARES WHAT THE FUCK YOU ARE GOING TO WEAR!!! YOUR BABY IS IN THE HOSPITAL BURNED YOU PEACE OF SHIT!!! Anyways, the baby is ok. Thank God. Nothing time cant heal. She isn't critical and never was. I just read that the mother has opened an account for people to donate and put little cans at gas stations for people to donate. Dood, the owner is paying for everything. When I say everthing I mean EVERYTHING!!!! Their insurance policy at the daycare is 10 million. Trust me, she is takin care of. Loss of work, paying bills...all taken care of. Why the fuck do you need money from everyone else.Greedy ass bitch. As far as I'm concerned she don't give a fuck about anything but money. She says she didn't know about all the other troubles that had happened at the daycare. Bullshit. You've had your kids there for over 7 years. Don't even. For fucks sake she works for DCF. They know EVERYTHING. As for the daycare, they shut it down saying some bullshit about child neglect. WTF. Um when someone leaves their 2 year old child in a car for 2 hours so she can be a piece of shit drunk, I call that neglect. When you take your eyes off of a child to look at another one, seeing how there is more than 5 of them with two teachers in the room, I don't see how that is called neglect. When I wash dishes and my baby is in her swing, all doors bolted and locked, and safe, does this mean Im neglecting her? FUCK NO! I'm an awsome mother and would do anything in the world for my baby. She gets more attention than anything and anyone in the world. But there are other things that have to be taking care of in order to care for this child. Like clean bottles. Anyways, I feel really bad not only for the child but for the workers that were in the room when it happened. I would die if that happened to me.
Anyways... Im done on all that shit. I just hate when people talk shit and don't know the facts. As for the fat ass mom, she can suck a dick with her money grubbin ass. For the baby, I will pray that she will heal.
I had to vent on that. Well, Im out bitches.