if it's possible you are wierder than ari. what the fuck? daily ego boost? why don't you shove it, barbie. actually, why don't you go invest some money in a good shrink and have him sort out yer shit so you don't use up the remaining 1% of your brain that is in charge of voluntary thought/actions. or, you could realize the following: i
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There was this guy John who idolized me, and he told me so. Did I like him? nah, not so much, but I kept him around anyway. In fact, I would flirt with him just for kicks and giggles. I didn't need John to compliment me, his mere presence made me feel better about myself. Knowing I had someone who would adore me without having to do anything. Now, John was a very sweet guy, but I was not interested in him and as soon as Kyle came along I dropped John. I didn't need him anymore because I had someone new to use as I pleased.
This is how I see things with you:
I was just like John to you. You knew I liked you, I told you that on October 5. You kept me around because you knew that, to me, you could do no wrong. I DROVE TO WASHINGTON TO SEE YOU FOR 1 WEEKEND! What more proof could you possibly want?! But the second you had Jessica back I became completely invisible.
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And yes of course I drove to Washington to see you, it's not like I was speaking to Ari at the time. We said back in August that we would have coffee together over Thanksgiving.
You say this has nothing to do with Jessica, but do you realize that when you talk to her you are so immersed in that conversation that you have no time for anyone else? And if getting things back to somewhere near where they were means you talking to her until she goes to bed and then starting a 5 minute conversation with me before you also head off to bed, then I think I'll pass. Second best just isn't good enough for me.
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