blah....... feeling shitty
I am sitting here in my ex boyfriends room.... it feels like a prison.. I look around and all I see is us... and it hurts.... I am brought back to days where I am in his arms and hugging and kissing him...
Today his sister had like a big dinner and there was like alot of people here.... And this girl leyla was all " how are you and your boo doing" uhhhhh I wanted to cry ... he was standing rite there.... I was like we are not together anymore.... And he just turned his head the other way...
I was talking with his cousin today... His cousin was telling me that aj don't deserve a girl like you... You are too good to him...
last night my ex was all kissing me and missing me.... I don't know what to do... one minute he wants me and the next minute he is pushing me away...
I hate boys................... spit on them......................lol
Whatever though... I will be ok... I guess........... I will learn my lesson eventually.................... My heart will mend...........................