chillin with friends!
whats going on everyone. I know that I haven't wrote in a long time but I have been busy and I haven't had a computer to write on. Nothing really new is going on. I am still single. I don't like it at all, but what are you going to do. I am living my life day by day and trying to be a happier person. It works sometimes but other times I just find myself back where I was. I am getting out more and going places. Trying to keep myself busy. Meeting new people. I feel that I am finally coming to peace with myself. HOPEFULLY.
Today was a good day. I went bowling with Abdirahman, Fardows, Ahmed, and Mohamed. I suck at bowling but I actually came in second place. lol that is sad. Then we went to the movies and watched underworld. It was a pretty good movie.'
I have been hanging out with my ex, Abdirahman alot lately. I am glad that we are finally able to be friends. I do miss him being around alot but I know that a relationship is not what either of us want now. But to let you in on a little secret.......... I want so badly to be in his arms again...... shhhhhh........
We still have sex sometimes and I am not lyin... THE SEX IS HOTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!! He has a big dick....... the sex is rough and hot ......uhhhhhh...
My trip to new york city was alot of fun and I met alot of amazing people. People that I didn't like and people that I will never forget. People that made me in a way sort of figure out a little piece of me that I never knew. Definetely, found myself in the past month.... I am not sure if I am the same person I used to be.... And who is to say if I became a better or worse person. I guess I will eventually figure out if I changed for better or for worse.
I do miss my girls alot. You really do realize how important your friends are to you when you don't get to have them there when you really need them. But we allways have christmas.........