Happy New Year, everyone! Thanks to everyone who sent me Christmas cards - I really enjoyed them! It's the first time receiving Christmas Cards personally, so it was a real treat! And the pretty art was awesome! *Loves on* I hope everyone has a great new year.
I'm still working on Xenophobic, and I seem to love the idea more and more. It's a fun one to write. <3
I've been reading AJU again now that I have some spare time... and now, I'm ACTUALLY just past the first time Heero and Duo have sex. OMFG AMAZING, by the way. But see, everyone is like "OMG, WHY?!" in their journals and I was just bursting with curiosity... and since I have to read like 200 scenes to catch up... I read ahead.
I CRIED.
Why why why?! I was so in shock I couldn't even comprehend it. I've been checking every time I'm near a computer, and today's entry just broke my heart even more! OMFG! My eyes burn! This CAN'T be permanent. This CAN'T be. Neither of them could be happy with anyone else! It will never happen! They HAVE to be together!
It's funny, I sympathize with both of them... and I'm just a little mad at both of them. Duo just up and made this hasty decision without talking to Heero about it or even giving him any real reason, and though I can understand his reasons... it was a horrible idea. And Heero... poor Heero. I feel really bad for him. But at the same time... he should have tried a little harder to make Duo explain. I know he shouldn't have to... but with the strength of his love, he should have demanded it from Duo. So... I feel really bad for both of them... especially after today's scene... but I'm angry at the same time! How could they just let it go like that?! You feel horrible because you HAVE to be together! You just HAVE to be! *Flails*
...And is that possibly the hopes of a budding relationship between Trowa and Quatre? Hmm... That would make my day.
AJU is just SO GOOD. There's just something about it that not only sucks you in... it influences everything. Writing Xenophobic, before I even realized I was being influenced by it, someone told me that they could see where I got my inspiration from - they had thought it came from AJU. And thinking about it now... it kinda did. I'm really seeing their influence on the way I write and the way I look at the little things. I've always thought the little things in life - and in writing - were what really make the difference, which is what attracted me to AJU in the first place. But now I'm finding it easier to incorporate that into my writing - and even into my daily life. It really says something to me when something I read changes the way I live my life and the way I write - which is a major part of life to me. Basically, I'd just like to say Happy New Year to the people over at AJU and to thank you for all the effort you put out for us readers. I know how difficult it is to be consistent with that sort of thing, and you guys do such a wonderful job. I'm looking forward to catching up and legitimately following along, and though I am not skilled artistically, so I can't gift you with any pretty art, in a way, Xenophobic is dedicated to you. It probably would have never existed without you. Thank you for your wonderfully inspiring writing.
Happy New Year, everyone.
In the year 2007 I resolve to:
Be kinky more often.
Get your resolution here.