May 01, 2007 17:13
I remember when I was writing in my livejournal about leaving Louisville to come down to Murfreesboro for school. And now I'm writing about leaving Murfreesboro to go home to Louisville for the summer, and how sad I am about leaving my friends down here. How ironic.
I really am looking forward to being home with my dad, my dog, Roy, and my new cats. Working. Having my car. Making money. Seeing Taryn, and Megan, and Lacy and Courtney. Seeing Lee Anne, Samantha, Charlie, Bryan, Tashi, everyone! Really I am. But my God I have a new "family" in Murfreesboro and I love them to death. If it werent for them, I'd be transferring to UofL for next semester for sure. They saved me. I never thought I could do it, but I survived my freshman year of college and I'm surviving life, which at one point, I didn't think was possible. Holy shit.
I'm in a good place. And I never want to leave. When I go home I'm only hanging out with people who love me. I'm not putting up with anyone else's bullshit anymore. All they do is bring me down, belittle me and treat me awful and I'm not gonna put up with it anymore. I'm better than that.
This summer will be okay. I just know it will. And so will next semester. So will the rest of my life. I am going to be alright.