chapped lips

[hostile_kaitlin]

my lips are chapped.
i want to smile right now,
but i cant.

im home.
christmas was nice.
and fun.
and sunny. yesssss.

but something is... off...
and not right.
i feel different.
like something is missing.
or someone.
fuck, i dont know.
and i have this feeling all the time.
i want it to go away.

i miss my friends.
i miss nadia.
i miss sarah.
i miss courtney.
i miss megan.
i miss lacy.
i miss taryn.
i miss the old days.
i miss everything.
fuck.