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[hostile_kaitlin]

looking through my friends list
on myspace breaks my heart the closer and
closer i get to leaving.

oh my God. i am going to miss these
people so fucking bad.

i wish she would leave me alone.
granted i probably didnt pick the best time
to cut her off. but i couldnt take her anymore.
she just brings me down.
more than she will ever know.
it may be invisible to an ordinary person
but the way she talks to me, i just... cant

i get so mad at myself.
and i just dont know what to do.
i feel like shit right now.
physically and mentally.
my stomach is in knots
and so is my brain.

i cant process anything right now.
i want to cry. right now.