Spring Has Sprung
Happy Spring!
What a crazy spring it has been thus far… Tuesday marked the first day of spring and the temperature outside was 85 degrees! High temps in March? Yes, please! Send me more of that weather…. Although, today finds us at a normal 55 degrees, which is still a bit warm for March, right? Oh well. Looks like this might have been the perfect year to purchase a convertible. ;)
Things have been quite hectic over the past couple of months… the “vagabond” roommate, or Rook’s co-worker, lived with us for three months and eventually moved on. I attempted my best at helping him learn the basics of living on your own and taking care of yourself, but I don’t think he was/is ready to do that yet. Oh well… Hopefully he’ll learn in time.
My wisdom teeth were yanked out in the end of February. Junk wasn’t too bad but the next few days were an absolute nightmare as I was doped up on drugs and my actions were not completely in my control. I managed through just fine, so that’s always a plus.
Rook and I broke up on February 29. He was drunk and refused to think before he went nuts mentally. Of course, being stubborn like I am, I accepted the break up and didn’t do anything to attempt its success. Three weeks went by and I did my own thing while he did his own thing. I met this guy who is really sweet but maintained that I was in no mindset to have a relationship and I just wanted friends. Of course, late night and such doesn’t mix well with two guys who are physically attracted to each other and that “let’s be friends” line was crossed. I, in the process, ended up hurting the poor guy because I didn’t use the head between my shoulders. Go figure.
Three weeks of not talking to Rook made me weak and lonely. I finally decided to talk to him and let my feelings out. In the process, and many tears through it, we determined couples counseling would be a good idea and we’ll figure out our relationship from there. It is important for both of us to remember that we are each individuals and also a couple, but we will still have our own things and our own lives. No more “you can’t see this person” or “you can’t do that”. It’s not fair nor is it conducive to a healthy relationship. We shall see what a professional thinks of our screwed up life~
I can say that the last three weeks have basically driven the desire to play World of Warcraft from my mind… I honestly think it’s because the role play just became too much, or too time consuming. I don’t have the desire to log on and have everyone surround me with “OMG LET’S TALK ABOUT…”. It just became too much, I think. I haven’t told anyone that I’m pretty sure I’m done playing and I’m quite nervous too… There are going to be quite a few individuals who will be quite upset, I’m sure.
Work is going well enough. Nothing has really changed (other than the flooding in our suite and the destruction of my computer… ouch!). I’m just trucking away here and hoping to go in, do my work, and go home. Sounds easy, right?
Anyway… here’s to life and here’s to living without qualms. Get it through. Get it done. And know when to stop or when it’s not enough.
Until later,
I’m out.