Will I get in??
I went to spanish class today and found out that the last quiz i took was a serious bomb. I mean it was his fault because he told me to study the wrong thing! But NO I'm the one who pays for it with the horrible grade! I'm gonna have to learn spanish overnight for me to have a prayer at passing this class, i hate spanish! I didnt go to my second class, I was too tired, I came home and fell asleep and there was no way I was gonna go, so i didnt. My teacher wasnt gonna be there anyway, someone was gonna just come put on a video for us to watch, such a waste of my life.
Skiing class was boring today too. I gave my report on how Hot Hands are a complete must for a ski trip. Then our teacher told us that he expects us to ski a black as a group on the last day of skiing. I have already planned to completly refuse to do it. I'm pretty sure my life is more important then getting an A in a class. And if my teacher doesnt realize that then he can go screw himself. I dont know why I'm in such a bitter mood. I completely snapped at my mom earlier too... I dont know why. I just feel so stressed out about money as usual. And she just calls to give me more bad news. I dont have insurance at the moment and wont have any until i have a chance to drive to lubbock to get my car inspected by the insurance agency. Well as fun as that sounds I dont think I'll be doing it in the next couple of days. So thats pretty much why I snapped, she tried to counsel me like she always does when she thinks something is wrong but I hate that. I mean yes its her job but STILL can she just let things go sometimes??
I got an email today from some lady I've never heard of about the LA film school. I have to go to an interview on monday with a committee at my school. There were 8 spots that she gave me an option of choosing and she said to get back to her ASAP because they will "fill up fast". Ok so as far as i know I thought I was the only one applying for this school. So now i'm just scared to death! Because I dont even try in my department, I dont do the TV station, the radio station or the newspaper. And like in my department that is unheard of. Everyone is involved in something, but I hate all of those things so I refuse to work on something i hate. I mean if we did short films or something that slightly interested me then maybe i would but they sure dont have anything like that. So maybe I wont even have a chance of getting in... because i dont suck up... or have a great resume, i hate my life...
Skiing class was boring today too. I gave my report on how Hot Hands are a complete must for a ski trip. Then our teacher told us that he expects us to ski a black as a group on the last day of skiing. I have already planned to completly refuse to do it. I'm pretty sure my life is more important then getting an A in a class. And if my teacher doesnt realize that then he can go screw himself. I dont know why I'm in such a bitter mood. I completely snapped at my mom earlier too... I dont know why. I just feel so stressed out about money as usual. And she just calls to give me more bad news. I dont have insurance at the moment and wont have any until i have a chance to drive to lubbock to get my car inspected by the insurance agency. Well as fun as that sounds I dont think I'll be doing it in the next couple of days. So thats pretty much why I snapped, she tried to counsel me like she always does when she thinks something is wrong but I hate that. I mean yes its her job but STILL can she just let things go sometimes??
I got an email today from some lady I've never heard of about the LA film school. I have to go to an interview on monday with a committee at my school. There were 8 spots that she gave me an option of choosing and she said to get back to her ASAP because they will "fill up fast". Ok so as far as i know I thought I was the only one applying for this school. So now i'm just scared to death! Because I dont even try in my department, I dont do the TV station, the radio station or the newspaper. And like in my department that is unheard of. Everyone is involved in something, but I hate all of those things so I refuse to work on something i hate. I mean if we did short films or something that slightly interested me then maybe i would but they sure dont have anything like that. So maybe I wont even have a chance of getting in... because i dont suck up... or have a great resume, i hate my life...