Where's my motivation??

Feb 03, 2004 01:30

Ok so my life is going no where fast. I woke up at 2 in the afternoon today. Not like where I woke up earlier and went back to bed even, like I just completely didn't wake up until 2. I think that's when I realized I need to start doing something with my life or I'm going to go insane. I really think I'm gonna have to get another job, anyone have any suggestions? And NO i will not strip for a living, not that anyone would want to see that, but whatever.

I did absolutely nothing today except go to a chapel forum tonight over sexual purity. It was alright except some of the panel members were annoying because they even said themselves that they had never been in relationships before. So how are they gonna sit up there and tell me that I should not have sex when they have never even faced the temptation of it?? Easier said then done. That was just so annoying. At least I got 3 chapel credits out of the way. 5 down, only 19 more to go.

Now that I have 4-day weekends every week its so hard for me to go to class on Tuesdays and Thursdays. It's almost like I feel that it inconveniences my heavy sleeping and eating schedule. Speaking of eating, i'm such a piece of lard, someone please call me and yell at me and tell me how I'm never going to wear a bikini if i dont get my fat butt in the gym and work it. Thank you, I'd really appreciate it.

I finally talked to Danielle today. She called in the middle of me making chicken quesadillas. The funny thing was that I havent been mad at her for awhile, I was just so sick that I hadn't been in the mood to really chat on the phone. It was really good to hear from her. I mean we've been through a lot and she's pretty much my sister at this point so it wasnt like i was gonna throw away 7 years of a friendship. We have plans to head to Vegas for our 21st birthdays since they're only 3 days apart. That will be awesome! I really hope it works out, I think the only factor will be if I have the money and also if the summer school schedule doesnt conflict. I dont even know the dates yet since EPCC is completely not on top of things, stupid school! Anyway, its late, I better go to bed so I can actually wake up for class tomorrow. Oh yeah... Leah's having her baby on thursday, the doctor is going to induce that morning, so everyone pray Breelin will be healthy! I'll head down there Friday morning for the weekend, I'm so excited!!
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