rubbish.
I said a very awful thing to someone without even realising it and tonight he mentioned it briefly. My past is coming back to haunt me it seems, a nice haunting though. I deleted Alastair, I decided he probably wasnt a good idea, even though I dub him as being 'the one' to various people he is 'the one thats causing hurt and bother' just now. Out out out.
Anyway. One out. I didn't do anything tonight, I'm still looking for some sort of answers, who knows what but nevermind. I had a lovely nap today, around 6 ish and it was warm and toast and yes, very pleasant. I think I'll have nice thoughts to go to sleep tonight , oh yes I am smiling.
giddy!