listen to coltraine; derail your own train; well who hasnt been there before
i CANNOT see sam again. i have to keep reminding myself that it is bad bad bad, and that i hang out with him for the W-R-O-N-G reasons.
though i know that even though ill get back from my vacation and he wont talk to me, ill be stupid and im him first, ask him to pay attention to me. and if i could i would shake myself but for some reason i just cant get rid of him.
we hung out a lot this past weekend and its getting harder and harder for me to rationalize spending time with him.
he didnt even say he was going to miss me while i was gone.
though i know that even though ill get back from my vacation and he wont talk to me, ill be stupid and im him first, ask him to pay attention to me. and if i could i would shake myself but for some reason i just cant get rid of him.
we hung out a lot this past weekend and its getting harder and harder for me to rationalize spending time with him.
he didnt even say he was going to miss me while i was gone.