my heart hurts
we never have anything to talk about anymore. it's like the only reason you talked to me was to get information for your own personal gain. it feels like you were using me and it sucks because i actually cared about how you felt and what you had to say. i listened because i thought we were friends. i listened because i cared i listened because i thought that even without her, we could still be friends. obviously i was wrong and i'm kind of sorry i wasted so much time on someone who obviously didn't care about me as much as i cared about them. she wasn't the only thing we had in common, you know? i thought things would be different this time.