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[hornyheatherho]

Ok, so I have been thinking about going to the BBW (big beautiful women) socials for a while now. These are basically singles mixers which draw guys who like BBW's and BBW's...duh. My hesitation is that I don't want a man who wants to keep me fat. I will always be a curvy, full bodied woman... but, I am working on getting into the gym again and eating healthier. Ideally, these things will have me losing some weight. I would love to be in a healthier state and am needing to prioritize that, especially if I do want to have a baby sometime in the next 3-5 yrs. I am actually seeing this as amazing motivation. Getting healthy for a baby. I am much more seriously thinking that I do want a family these days. The good part of this being that I have never been one to take care of myself for my own sake... dumb, yes... but that's the truth. It even says as much in my personality profiling (see the Enneagram www.enneagraminstitute.com 8 & 2). So, my question to you all out there is...

If I look for men at a BBW thing...am I asking for a "chubby chaser"?

Any thoughts on where to look or be available? I never seem to get hit on in public, I think in general my stance is too dominant and scares men off. I do get hit on online, of course... and actually have met some quality people that way... but it's SO time consuming and IRRITATING...
Thoughts, ideas, suggestions?

One more, are my pics TOO sexy, revealing, etc.? Am I bound to only attract guys wanting to jack off this way? Which pic would you use as the main one for online dating? The red top one gets a ton of Naughty Librarian type of attention... www.myspace.com/hornyheatherho