Well....who knew being Noble could hurt so much?
So Here I am, wondering if I made the right choice, but at the same time Im sure I did....Mabey. I decided that mabey this wasnt fair, whatever game me and mitch were playing. It was my choice, and I thought I was being the bigger person here. We talked saturday and there was the final admission from him about how he thought this would work and so on. I stared at him for a while and then he was just like 'well I mean you think the same thing right?' What made it worse was the quivering sound he was making and how nervous he looked. I looked at him and decided. 'I know that had I met you before you and Britney were together, this could be the best thing to happen to either of us, but I didnt meet you before, and as much as I hate to let it go, Im going to have too, becasue its not fair to her, me or you' Know this is where I thought things would go alright from here, and that was the hard part, but I fear I was wrong. I made the guy cry, and that my dears was heartbreaking. Needless to say the rest of the night didnt go that well, and for sake of him and I both I wont go into the details on here, but I can say I dont think I feel any better, but mabey just a hell of a lot worse.
Aside from that, well last monday i was in the hospital. That my friends was not so fun, I had an asthma attack and ended up in that joint for like 6 hours. It scared the shit out of me but what was worse was what the doctor told me. I guess if I dont stop smoking by the time Im 25 I wont have lungs left. Now The odvious answer is that I need to stop smoking, but guys Im finding this to be harder than the last time I tried to quit. So...I may need some of your guys' support.
In other news, dude our manager at Payless is so gettin gcanned in a cople weeks!! *dances* I hate that wench...I really do!!!! *still dancing*
But other than all that....Ill be around and Im sure I may see you guys sometime!
See ya Space cowboy
Aside from that, well last monday i was in the hospital. That my friends was not so fun, I had an asthma attack and ended up in that joint for like 6 hours. It scared the shit out of me but what was worse was what the doctor told me. I guess if I dont stop smoking by the time Im 25 I wont have lungs left. Now The odvious answer is that I need to stop smoking, but guys Im finding this to be harder than the last time I tried to quit. So...I may need some of your guys' support.
In other news, dude our manager at Payless is so gettin gcanned in a cople weeks!! *dances* I hate that wench...I really do!!!! *still dancing*
But other than all that....Ill be around and Im sure I may see you guys sometime!
See ya Space cowboy