I finally felt like posting....
Well Jeesh, big red welcome came and went, and that means club starts this week. Im excited yes, but I keep hoping that mabey some of the drama that club is known for will die down, that would be nice, but Im sure wont happen. On a kinda happy note, Im probably going back to being a Mc. Bitch, I got an offer I really dont think I want to refuse. Id get to go back, 9 dollars an hour, and 40 hours a week as a shift manager. I think that a hell of a lot better than the crap thats been going down at Payless. Also Ive been in a bit of a confused state of mind as to a few things. Im not going to disclose it here, but its there and if it has anything to do with said parties Im sure Ill talk to them. I keep hoping mabey god will see Im sick of this decision crap and just stop! But I dont think he listens to requests like that *hangs head* Ive also Kinda been doing some much needed self realization type stuff, so Im clearly in a wierd ass mood as to all of this. But anyways Im kinda rambling and not making sence, but this is nothing new, so Ill talk at you all later!!!
Oh and becasue I thought this was cool:
And this is it I swear, I heard this song, and it litteraly made me cry in my car on the way to work just becasue I feel as if the song ripped everything I wish I could say to some one, out of my soul.
Chasing Cars - Snowpatrol
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Oh and becasue I thought this was cool:
And this is it I swear, I heard this song, and it litteraly made me cry in my car on the way to work just becasue I feel as if the song ripped everything I wish I could say to some one, out of my soul.
Chasing Cars - Snowpatrol
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?