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wait wait wait, I start school.... TOMORROW?!?!?!?!!?

"Traveling is a fool’s paradise. Our first journeys discover to us the indifference of places. At home I dream that at Naples, at Rome, I can be intoxicated with beauty, and lose my sadness. I pack my trunk, embrace my friends, embark on the sea, and at last wake up in Naples, and there beside me is the stern fact, the sad self, unrelenting, ( Read more... )

I am terrified of the moment I realize this is not just a vacation that I severely over packed for, that I am actually alone here. I know its only physical and I am so fucking lucky to have the loved ones in my life that I do. but what about hugs? welp, more on love and crushing loneliness later.
until then:


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sometimes I forget that theres more to being happy in life than just being comfortable. funny enough it was reading about the enneagram that helped me realize how set I am on not letting anything disturb the peace I've created for myself. its a weird kind of peace though, like I dammed the river and now there's a lake and its full, but I know that ( Read more... )

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booooooooooooooooyah!

more on this later...

dearest friends ( Read more... )