Hi I'm Amanda and I have no Life

[hopes_decadence]

So since no one I really know has a LJ I can write what I want here

To start off life is really shitty
Im failing school
Home sucks
The only thing keeping me sane is Friends and Music

I like a guy
He likes me back
He had a girlfriend
They broke up
I find myself waiting for him to ask me out
It's only been a day but I get disappointed everytime I talk to him and he doesnt ask
I guess I am being selfish
I dont know
I just want to be happy for once

blah there are so many thoughts in my head
Its hard to comprehend
I'll have to figure it out alone
Like always