My Life in General

[hopes_decadence]

So lets see whats new
Well not much
Life still sucks to the Nth degree
Started drivers training
Was switched out by my parents because my friends were in it
So now I get to take it alone next month
My parents know how I react around people I don't know
They know that I will freak out
It's not my fault I get anxiety
It's mostly theirs
Not my mom that much
But definately my dad
I think he gets enjoyment from seeing me fucking break
Thats how I feel
Broken
I have to leave my friends this summer
They are the only real family I have
I have to leave Michigan and no matter how much I complain about this state its still home
Tennessee
Oh how I loath you
Yeah it will be great to see my Nana and Papa but I'm being sent for punishment
I wont have access to anything
Warped Tour with Rachee and Lindsay is most likely off
Since I wont be here for the date
I cant help but feel as if I am letting everyone down
I need to get my grades up
I need to get into a good college
I need to be a better daughter
A better older sister
A better friend
I feel like I'm failing at life
I feel like another fucking teen statistic
And I hate it