mutual
she's right.
it was mutual. at first.
until the next day. all of it went straight out the window when I realized that the word mutual was really more like........ one sided.
I did it for you.
did you know that?
I did it b/c i knew that's what you were saying without actually saying it. You were afraid to.
so i did it for you.
she's right.
it was never me. I only wanted you.
just you.
you.
and i still think about it.
sometimes.
it'll hit me. I'll remember that time when I was truely happy.
cuz i had you.
And i'll wonder if anyone in the world will ever make me feel like that again. Like I don't need anything else. Like it doesn't matter what happenes to me.
like I can fly.
now i just have broken wings.
and a shattered heart.
and I'm a easily forgotten memory.
and you know something.......?
I'd do it all again.
just to be with you.
she's right. she could never be more right.