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|5 years ago|
its funny how things change.
I no longer believe iv ever truly been in love
i know i loved him
and i know i spent 2+ amazing years w/ him
He was who i thought was my 1st True Love.
but looking back on it now, i dont think i loved him as much as i thought i did
or maybe he didn't love me as much as i thought he did
I dont know anymore, Iv lost all faith in love.
Iv Given up on it
if i fall inlove i'll be happy
but its not the only thing i wish for
its not all i want
Its not the only thing that will make me happy
Iv always thought i needed someone there w/ me
someone on my side but...
I think its time
to do somethings on my own
I Need to be More Independent.
I need to let go of my past
I need to look in to my future
and no not w/ someone
My own future
because in the end
the only person that will always be here for me
Is ME!