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[hopelost315]

Some one asked me how i doing today
and if everything was going ok.
and i didn't know what to say
i was at a loss for words
or should i say feelings

I keep going thru the same thing
and i'm doing this to myself
and why?
well i'm stupid!

I no longer know how i feel
about the situation
about the other person
and worst of all,
about myself

Really all i know is ...

I Can forgive
but i will NEVER Be able to forget!

The good thing about all of this
is that its getting easier and easier
to let go.

I can and will let go...

completely.

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Hung in your room,
swaying,
hoping only that you'll see.

All by myself,
I'm alone in such poor company.
The deeper I think,
the deeper I seem to sink,
I can't stop the insects that are feeding
pull the needles from beneath my skin

I broke myself,
shattered,
tied a bow around every piece.
[You'll love the eyes]
Have they always shown so vacantly?

The more I show the less you'll want to know
I can't stop the insects that are feeding
pull the needles from beneath my skin

Now I'm on display
I am becoming
Hurt myself today
[It's all for you]
Do you like,
do you like,
what I'm becoming?
Cut myself today
[It's all for you]

I part the night,
flashing,
approaching as I watch you flee.
Pushed through your panes
Seems I've landed quite uncomfortably

But as I pass through souls of broken glass
I can't stop the insects that are feeding
Pull the needles from beneath my skin,
Please don't ask me just what I think,
trust me,
[you don't want to know]
Please don't ask me to open up,

trust me,

trust me,

[cause I can't]