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So Wednesday December 15th is my last day as a Pavilions employee. I thought that I was going to be really happy and excited about this but Im not. Im really going to miss most of the people I work with. We were talking about it last night and we all decided that we will probably cry on Wednesday. Kim is even comming in to work to say good-bye. I've work there for the last 2 and 1/2 years. Im just so comfortable there. Im there more than half of my days with the same people. Moving away and leaving them is going to be so hard. And then I will just have to start a new job with new people. I dont want new people. I wish everyone(with the exception of a few) could come with me. Working with other people will be hard for me. Like we all know how to joke around with one another and the things that they are good at and not good at. Having to start all over and figure out 10 other people isnt what I want to do right now. I've always talked about how I couldnt wait to get away from the Pavilions and now that Im actually doing it, I dont want to. I dont think Ill ever get as close to my co-workers as I am with the ones I have now.
I hate growing up. I dont want to move away from my friends but I want to move away from Traverse City. Im tired of the same thing day in and day out but I dont want anything different. I guess Ill just never be pleased.
Im going to miss my family the most. And then next after my family Ill miss Austin and Jodie. I know that Ill be back here a lot but its not the same. I usually see or at least talk to them more than once a day. And that is all going to change. I know that they can come visit me. Jodie more easily than Austin can do that but you know its just not the same.
20 more days and Im not going to be living in the house that I grew up in. 20 more days and my life is going to totally change.
Im not so sure that Im ready for this.
I hate growing up. I dont want to move away from my friends but I want to move away from Traverse City. Im tired of the same thing day in and day out but I dont want anything different. I guess Ill just never be pleased.
Im going to miss my family the most. And then next after my family Ill miss Austin and Jodie. I know that Ill be back here a lot but its not the same. I usually see or at least talk to them more than once a day. And that is all going to change. I know that they can come visit me. Jodie more easily than Austin can do that but you know its just not the same.
20 more days and Im not going to be living in the house that I grew up in. 20 more days and my life is going to totally change.
Im not so sure that Im ready for this.