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So it has been exactly one day since Bill left and Im surprised how much I miss him. I thought this was going to be easy. Like its not hard I just dont like it. I dont like being away from him. Oh well. He'll be back on Saturday.
Im extremly bored right now. Like thats another thing that sucks about him being gone. Like usually when Im just sitting around the house Im not bored because Bill is here but now that hes not here I dont have anything to entertain myself with. This has made me realize how much I dont talk to my family. I havent said more than 5 words to any of them today. I dont know. I just have nothing to say to them. I dont know if that is mean or not but I feel really bad about it. Not like I can do anything to change it because I cant just come up with things to say to them. Im just not good at that. Acutally I really suck at that.
I went to Jodies house last night and we rented two very strange movies "Blind Date: Feaks and Weirdos Ucensored" and a movie called "Dead End". The Blind Date one was stupid we thought it would be a lot better than it was. And Dead End was supposed to be a horror movie but we laughed though the whole thing. It was a very amusing movie. Richard and the mom were hilarious.
Jodie and I also went in the hot tub and we discussed how that when it is all steamy it is too romantic for us. We also talked about how if Jodies house wasnt Jodies house it would really scare us because it can look really creepy in the dark.
I have to work at American Eagle tomorrow at 9:15. I think that is sort of a weird time to have to go into work but whatever. I only have to be there until 3:15 so that wont be bad at all. Well not like I have anything better to do than work since Bill is gone. He really needs to come home.
Im extremly bored right now. Like thats another thing that sucks about him being gone. Like usually when Im just sitting around the house Im not bored because Bill is here but now that hes not here I dont have anything to entertain myself with. This has made me realize how much I dont talk to my family. I havent said more than 5 words to any of them today. I dont know. I just have nothing to say to them. I dont know if that is mean or not but I feel really bad about it. Not like I can do anything to change it because I cant just come up with things to say to them. Im just not good at that. Acutally I really suck at that.
I went to Jodies house last night and we rented two very strange movies "Blind Date: Feaks and Weirdos Ucensored" and a movie called "Dead End". The Blind Date one was stupid we thought it would be a lot better than it was. And Dead End was supposed to be a horror movie but we laughed though the whole thing. It was a very amusing movie. Richard and the mom were hilarious.
Jodie and I also went in the hot tub and we discussed how that when it is all steamy it is too romantic for us. We also talked about how if Jodies house wasnt Jodies house it would really scare us because it can look really creepy in the dark.
I have to work at American Eagle tomorrow at 9:15. I think that is sort of a weird time to have to go into work but whatever. I only have to be there until 3:15 so that wont be bad at all. Well not like I have anything better to do than work since Bill is gone. He really needs to come home.