damn it
i just screwed a wonderful friendship up with andy....damnit
it seems that i am loosoing my friends left and right..just becuase of a guy, i cant believe this is happening.. am i that big of a retard to let my closets friends down, just for one guy that doesnt even care that much about me? i am so confused and hurt, i just let down so many people..and i feel like shit about it, im very sorry andrew..i know that it wont help me to jkeep on saying sorry, but thta is the only thing i can say to you.. im not sure why i did what i did, but i wish you would beiliev me when i tell you i am so incredible sorry.and i wish you didnt hate me...andy you have helped thriyugh so much and i just let you down to the max...im sorry
i feel like the biggets ass in the world right now,
im sorry andrew!
it seems that i am loosoing my friends left and right..just becuase of a guy, i cant believe this is happening.. am i that big of a retard to let my closets friends down, just for one guy that doesnt even care that much about me? i am so confused and hurt, i just let down so many people..and i feel like shit about it, im very sorry andrew..i know that it wont help me to jkeep on saying sorry, but thta is the only thing i can say to you.. im not sure why i did what i did, but i wish you would beiliev me when i tell you i am so incredible sorry.and i wish you didnt hate me...andy you have helped thriyugh so much and i just let you down to the max...im sorry
i feel like the biggets ass in the world right now,
im sorry andrew!