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I'm going through a pretty rough patch right now. I've just been feeling really lonely recently and can't seem to shake it. I haven't really made any good friends since moving to Indy. I'm not that close with anyone back home. One of my good friends down in Bloomington hasn't really stayed in contact since I've moved. We've done a few things here and there but only because I asked or planned them. She has yet to call me up and ask me to hang out or invite me to do anything. It makes me feel like the we never really had the friendship I thought we had. Apparently it was just a convenience thing. One of my good friends from college lives and goes to school in Indy. But every other weekend her bf is here or she goes home to see him. So we've only gotten dinner a couple of times. It just really makes me sad. And makes me feel very alone. Working 3rd shift is starting to wear on me. Mostly because I'm working while everyone else is having fun. Friday nights are the worst. To see fb statuses and tweets about going out and having fun. But at the same time, even if I wasn't working I wouldn't have anyone to do anything with.
I don't know what to do. I'm turning 24 in a couple of weeks and I feel like I haven't accomplished anything in life. And that I never will.
I don't know what to do. I'm turning 24 in a couple of weeks and I feel like I haven't accomplished anything in life. And that I never will.