http://www.last.fm/user/hopelessdope/ I rarely write in this anymore but I rarely talk with anyone on here anymore perhaps that's why. I also don't have the internet except at work since I moved a few months back. I don't really miss it if you were wondering.
It's funny how I almost feel happy and relieved when things I've been dreading finally come about. I guess I don't mind hell I just hate thinking about it coming. Life would be better if I learned to stop overthinking.
My friend Kathy has been asking me to move to Texas and I'm actually considering it for some odd reason. I need out of this place even if it is Texas. I guess it's in Corpus Christie near the ocean... i've always wanted to see the ocean.