Jan 11, 2006 17:04
finally the first semester of my last year in highs chool is over!
woo hoo!
the past few days have been real fun. i just talk to people b/c i don't have exams and chill
i am really starting to appreciate a lot of people in my grade who i have never really talked to before which is always fun. maybe that means i will actually be sad when i graduate, which i think everyone should feel at least a little bit and a few months ago i wouldn't have.
things are going good right now. i know that sounds real queer like sunny and optimistic but
chris and i are working on stuff and i'm just taking it lighter rather than be so worried
i know that whatever happens i will be ok
i love my girls, we have had a lot of fun nights recently at anchor or new years and having parents out of town all the time now. lol
there are a lot of college plans but for once i'm not stressing out, i'm just seeing what happens and loving it. gosh i'm so cheery i'm making myself sick but things sucked for a while maybe i'm just getting back. lol
i have a lot of plans for the next semester i'm sure not all of them will go through but hopefully at least most will and then its summer and then college! whoa. big stuff. i'm so excited and scared and all kinds of things about that one. anyway i hope that everyone else can just see things how i'm seeing htem right now. what happens happens. some of it will suck and some of it will be awesome and you just have to roll with it either way. you can make the best of any situation if you just let it go. Its not really in your hands anyway. so just enjoy what you get.