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school, not much to say. very unlikeable...? There's so many issues i'm
having with my parents.. with friends life's so complicated at times, i
usally never let it get to me like this though. its just high school i
believe, i'm not ready for all this pettiness, all these girls dressing
to look perfect, its pathetic. the cheerleaders wearing skirts where
you can see their asses, i mean ya im sure guys that want naughty girls
want to see that, but honestly, not many parents or teachers think it
very respectable of them. im getting so sick of the daily routine, of
trying to be something i'm not. this pressure is building and its a
heavy weight to carry around. i try more than i should, it gets hard
when you grow older. Im crushing on these few kids,
its amazing how quickly im over one person and onto the next. for some
reason, i don't think any of them even know who i am or if i'm alive.
nobody knows im even here, not even the people i used to know.
i took some queero pics when i got home cuz i was in a mood to feel better. i don't im so sick of feeling sorry for myself. im going to make the best out of thursday.
me smiling, its not happening very often anymore. i was in that "mindset" for a teethy grin.
see my messy room in the backround. ouch thats a killer. world war 3's atomic bomb usage just went off in ashley's room.
me up against the wall....this is a weird shot. and onto the next one>..............>>>>
i think i have cool blue eyes. blue oceans you could swim into. =)
** AND LADIES AND GENTLEMEN...LAST BUT NOT LEAST... INTRODUCING THE NEW AND IMPROVED WACKO ASHLEY GONE BAD [ well because, what would ashley be without her goofy heart? ]
oh wow. im amused by so little 8)
it looks like im crying.. oh well . shanks on me ! hah!
hmmm i think i had like an eye crusty thing. not sure... don't ya just love those?
thank you folks for your cooperation. oh yes, and ronny's taking me to Rye Airfield saturday before we go to the sad so i can learn how to skate. i just know im going to break bones =) that makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside . -ashley*
i took some queero pics when i got home cuz i was in a mood to feel better. i don't im so sick of feeling sorry for myself. im going to make the best out of thursday.
me smiling, its not happening very often anymore. i was in that "mindset" for a teethy grin.
see my messy room in the backround. ouch thats a killer. world war 3's atomic bomb usage just went off in ashley's room.
me up against the wall....this is a weird shot. and onto the next one>..............>>>>
i think i have cool blue eyes. blue oceans you could swim into. =)
** AND LADIES AND GENTLEMEN...LAST BUT NOT LEAST... INTRODUCING THE NEW AND IMPROVED WACKO ASHLEY GONE BAD [ well because, what would ashley be without her goofy heart? ]
oh wow. im amused by so little 8)
it looks like im crying.. oh well . shanks on me ! hah!
hmmm i think i had like an eye crusty thing. not sure... don't ya just love those?
thank you folks for your cooperation. oh yes, and ronny's taking me to Rye Airfield saturday before we go to the sad so i can learn how to skate. i just know im going to break bones =) that makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside . -ashley*