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its so frustrating to be in a position where u just dont know what is going on.. u dont know what to do. you know what makes me so upset? when people tell you that they hate liars.. they say they are real.. they hate playing games.. theyre not there to hurt you.. and then a few days later they are the person they supposedly described as the one they would hate to be. i just dont get it.. i cant understand how someone can promise you the world and then not even want to give you something as small as an explanation. im sorry if im out of line.. but that to me is just cold hearted... i would never do that to anyone. i couldnt... i just dont understand.. its killing me. i must be really stupid.. i sit here.. and i cry.. and i try to analize in my head.. how can someone do that? i cant seem to comprehend.. and the worst part? i still cant help but think of him.. want to talk to him.. i dont know what happened.. dont i atleast deserve some kind of closure? this is killing me... im so frustrated.. ::sigh:: i dont know what to do.. :(