Jan 26, 2010 11:56
Can't seem to wake up before 11 am. I keep staying up late on the phone talking to Cub. Yesterday we talked for four hours as if we could make up for the distance between us with words strung on telephone wires. I still want a megaphone and a stepladder when talking about him. It's fast. We know it's sudden. And my friends don't approve. I understand why, Cub is so involved in his own masculinity as a defense mechanism. And he's far away and monogamous. It wouldn't be fun if it was easy right?
This winter has involved a lot of rain. I enjoy it except for the fact that it makes it hard to shoot images for class. I seem to get shifts at Fins on the only sunny days. Well fuck. Thursday and Sunday I have no work or school so I will probably be spending a decent chunk of that time shooting.
My computer is being impossibly slow. I give up. I'm going to go drink stale coffee and think about how I can get work done today.