To try and fail or wait and wonder.
My period is MIA. I am a week late from when my last period came. But since my period is rarely, if ever, exactly on time I am not sure what it means. Two months ago my period came a week early. Last month's period came it was a week late while trying to catch up to the date it should have come on which left me thinking maybe I was pregnant. Of course I take a test after waiting three days past should be here by date and it's negative.
I've been fooled by my own body on more then one occasion by a wonky period that makes me get my hopes up. It's late, it's early, once every few months it comes when it actually should. But I am now one week, one day late from the very first day of my period last month. I don't want to test. I'm afraid to test. I'm afraid that just like last month it will come the day after and I will have gotten my hopes up and wasted my money on another test.
I don't know what to do. I can't take this. It just isn't fair that every few months I get my hopes up when in reality it's just my body refusing to work correctly. I just keep putting it off. I'll say tomorrow, then tomorrow comes and it's tomorrow again. I kind of just want to wait until it's three weeks late and then of course with my luck it won't be pregnancy, it'll be cysts like when I was a teenager. Why is it you can throw a pregnancy test in the general direction of my sister and it turns positive while I try and try and try and have no luck? Why can't my body work normally for anything?