Dec 23, 2003 19:06
this is the first christmas i'll spend apart from my family. it's really weird for me. i've been able to give up easter, thanksgiving, etc...but christmas - i don't know - it just holds so many tender memories.
not that i'm dreading spending it with josh's family. it's just different. and his sister hasn't been feeling well, which always requires a lot more patience and tlc from the rest of us. which is normally bearable...but when i'm missing my family and the christmas i've come to know, it really sucks.